Monday, November 24, 2008

...

She seemed dressed in all of me
Stretched across my shame,
All the torment and the pain
Leaked through and covered me.

I'd do anything to have her to myself,
Just to have her for myself.

Now I don't know what to do,
I don't know what to do
When she makes me sad.

She is everything to me,
The unrequited dream,
The song that no one sings,
The unattainable.
She's a myth that I have to believe in,
All I need to make it real is one more reason.

I don't know what to do,
I don't know what to do when she makes me sad.



But I won't let this build up inside of me.
I won't let this build up inside of me.
I won't let this build up inside of me.
I won't let this build up inside of me.

A catch in my throat, choke,
Torn into pieces, I won't. No.

I don't want to be this but
I won't let this build up inside of me (won't let this build up inside of me)
She isn't real.I can't make her real.
She isn't real.I can't make her real.

Sunday, November 23, 2008

Monday, February 4, 2008

How much is real?

Sedq v praznata staq i slusham Stone sour-Through The Glass ii v glavata mi iznikvat takiva spomeni...spomeni koito nikoga nqma da zabravq!!!Lqto e, v Marto pak sme se subrali s povod i bez povod, kusno vecher e i vsichki sme v staqta pri kompa...po zemqta, po spalnqta-navsqkude, az i Qni sme na zemqta oblegnali se na garderoba.Ot mnogoto birata li ili ot pesenta neznam, no sulzite mi trugnaha kato vodopad sled koeto i na Qni... znaeli li sme togava che jivota moje da ni podnese tolkova mnogo iznenadi?Znaeli li sme che shte stane tolkova tejuk?Sujelqvam che ne sum se naslajdavala na vseki edni moment kato tozi...sega strashno mnogo mi lipsvat no za sujalenie vrushtane na zad nqma, shte trqbva da produljim na pred kolkoto i bolezneno da e...

Sunday, January 27, 2008

Another lonely day...

System Of A Down - Lonely Day

Such a lonely day.And its mine.
The most loneliest day of my life.

Such a lonely day.
Should be banned.
This day that I can't stand.

The most loneliest day of my life!
The most loneliest day of my life!

Such a lonely day.
Shouldn't exist.

A day that Ill never miss.
Such a lonely day.
And its mine.
The most loneliest day of my life!

And if you go, I wanna go with you!
And if you die, I wanna die with you!

Take your hand and walk away...

The most loneliest day of my life!
The most loneliest day of my life!
The most loneliest day of my life!
Life...

Such a lonely day.
And it`s mine.
A day that I'm glad I survived!

Friday, January 11, 2008

LoVe YoU...

Ti ako vidish kak svetqt ochite i kogato gleda v men...ot nejnostta i topqh se az den sled den na laskite i v plen...da be vidql q kak silno pregrushtashe...tq zamen e vuzduha sila chista kato ogun i voda..ti ako vidish kak svetqt ochite i kogato gleda v men...Baby oh baby,Baby my baby,Baby ooh babe.I miss you, lalalala...Baby oh baby,Baby my babe,Baby ooh babe.I miss you!!!I love you baby more and more!!!We need to laugh and sing and cry and warm each other`s hearts tonight...{LoVe}{You}{Rali}

Friday, November 30, 2007

Chestit rojden den MarTii...:}

Dnes e edin naistina prekrasen den zashtoto edin prekrasen i mnogo skup za men chovek se e rodil :}}Marto kato teb vtori nqma i nikoga nqma da ima, strashno mnogo mi lipsvash i ne samo na men a na vsichki :}Pojelavam ti mnogo kusmet vuv vsichko, mnogo lubov i uspehi i da si doidesh po skoro zashtoto mnogo mi lipsvash Obicham te...:}}{}{}{}Ima oshte mnogo neshta koito moga da napisha za teb no za sujalenie nqmam vreme...:/ We All LoVe You So MuCh :))))(hug){}(hug):]

Tuesday, October 23, 2007

HappY BirThDaY My SuN<3

Dnes stavash na 19 i vse oshte nemoga da povqrvam kak burzo mina vremeto.Spomnqm si kogato bqhme malki tichahme na selo, karahme koleleta i igraehme bezgrijno s chasove, v surceto mi zavinagi shte ostanat tezi momenti.Mnogo te obicham i ti jelaq cqloto shtastie na sveta zashtoto naistina si edin prekarasen chovek koito go zaslujava.Znam che mnogo puti ne sum bila prava za mnogo neshta i sum greshala za mnogo neshta no ti vupreki tova si otstupvala(znaesh si me kuv inat sum:}) za tova iskam da ti se izvinq.Ti vinagi shte budesh moita kaka i naistina se radvam che te ima zashtoto ti si polovinkata koqto me dopulva i bez teb naistina nemoga da jiveq!!!StRaShNo MnOgO Te ObIcHaM!!!Za tova namerih edno stihotvorenie koeto napulno olicetvorqva chuvstvata mi nadqvam se da ti haresa:}}}}

Whenever I was weak you helpd give me strength
If I was ever in trouble you always came to help me out
I could be broken, beaten, bruised, bloody and bashed
Yet it was always you to be the first one to come by my side
No matter what the situation it has always been you that has been there
At times I would hate you for helping me, but deep inside I was always glad
Even though you are older than me that still hasnt stopped you from being a kid
The times I was lifeless, unconcious, and cold to the world
It has always been your voice that brought me back from the great beyond
I fear that without you I would have been dead a long time ago
You are to me what the sun is to the moon, what the clouds are to the sky
And what the stars in the night sky are to the universe...
It never mattered to you what I had done wrong or what people said I did
As long as I told you the truth you wouldnt get angry or try to tell on me
You are one of the most important people to me in the entire world
You are my big sister and I thank you from the bottom of my heart for everything that you have done for me!!!I LOVE YOU{}{}{}HappY BirThDaY <3